INTRODUCTION
WELCOME TO THE THOUGHTS OF MY EARLY MORNINGS. I WROTE THIS
BOOK TO EXPRESS TO THE WORLD THAT EVEN IN THE MIND OF STRONG
WILLED, STUBBORN, TEMPERAMENTAL, ..........AND EVERY THING ELSE
THAT SEEMS NEGATIVE, TYPE OF PERSON, THERE IS ALWAYS A SOFT,
LOVING, TENDER, EMOTIONAL SIDE, TO EVEN THE TOUGHEST HUMAN
BEING.
THIS IS A VERY PERSONAL SIDE OF ME, WHICH ISN'T SHOWN TO
MANY PEOPLE, DUE TO, I HATE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF FOR MY
GOOD SIDE, AND I GUESS YOU COULD SAY I LIKE TO BE THOUGHT OF AS
THE HARD, ROCK THAT NO ONE CAN HURT, NO MATTER WHAT! I REALLY
DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME, OR IF THEY EVEN
LIKE MY WAY OF BEING. I'D PREFER TO HAVE PEOPLE DISLIKE ME FOR
NOT UNDERSTANDING ME, RATHER THAN PEOPLE PRETENDING TO LIKE
MY CALLOUS ATTITUDE, WHEN I FEEL DEFENSIVE, TOWARDS SARCASTIC,
ARROGANT, SINGLE MINDED, UN-FOCUSED PEOPLE.
I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT AS EXPRESSIVE AS
MOST PEOPLE. I TEND TO BACK AWAY FROM LOVE AND PAIN, IN MOST
SITUATIONS, BUT THIS DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONÕT NEED LOVE AS
ANYONE ELSE WOULD, OR THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE, AT ALL. I
SIMPLY LIKE TO KEEP MY FEELINGS TO MYSELF, AND EVALUATE WHOM I
FEEL IS WORTH MY TIME, AND LOVE. TOO MANY PEOPLE WANT SO MUCH
FROM OTHERS AND DON'T REALLY FEEL THEY NEED TO SACRIFICE AS
MUCH AS SOMEONE ELSE, FOR WHATEVER REASONS. I 'D LIKE TO
BELIEVE THAT I DO AND HAVE SACRIFICED AS MUCH AS ANYONE ELSE,
IF AND ONLY WHEN I FEEL IT IS WORTH IT. NOT EVERYONE IS WORTH
WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER. SO IF YOU FEEL YOU CAN RELATE TO THIS
FEELING, I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY EARLY MORNING THOUGHTS. SHHHHH!
THIS IS BETWEEN YOU AND I! ENJOY!