Speechless

Even at his cousin's wake, Jimmy maintains his snarky persona that so irritates his parents and others around him. It is the day before the wake when Jimmy's parents tell him that he must give a short eulogy for his 13-year-old cousin, Patrick. Immediately, Jimmy resists, as he can't imagine any positive remarks he can make about Patrick, as Patrick had done nothing but ruin many pivotal moments in Jimmy's life. "Patrick was the kind of guy who would kick your dog," Jimmy explains to readers. "And not to see what the dog would do but what you would do." Leading up to the time of the funeral, Jimmy reflects on different past experiences, times when Patrick always seemed to ruin every occasion. As the family gets closer to the actual funeral, these reflections help Jimmy to gain a more objective perspective of how troubled Patrick really was--not necessarily the intentionally destructive person Jimmy had painted Patrick to be. As Jimmy processes his memories, readers get an ever clearer understanding of a mentally ill child who desperately needs help but doesn't get it. Schmitt simultaneously paints a realistic picture of a close but flawed family who must navigate the sudden death of a young family member and all the feelings that come with it. The book adheres to the white default.A complicated, hard, and heartfelt look at a child's mental illness. (Fiction. 10-14)

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November 1, 2018
Grades 5-8 Honesty isn't always pretty, but it courses through Schmitt's debut in more ways than one. Jimmy, 13, is already uncomfortable at his cousin Patrick's wake, but that distress escalates to panic when Jimmy's mother informs him that he has to speak at tomorrow's funeral. As he stands in the funeral home, he racks his brain for a nice memory of Patrick?the cousin he hated?to use for his eulogy. The narrative dips in and out of the wake to follow Jimmy's memories of his 13-year-old cousin, none of which is appropriate for a speech. The temperamental boy ruined every toy or occasion he touched, but Schmitt drops clues that place Patrick on the autism spectrum, sadly undiagnosed and untreated. Complex family relationships surface with humor and candor, with adults painted as flawed and prone to delivering sharp words or even a smack. All these elements combine to make the reader as uneasy as Jimmy, who, through his recollections, gains a better understanding of the boy lying in the coffin and, ultimately, of himself.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2018, American Library Association.)

January 1, 2019
Thirteen-year-old Jimmy's cousin, Patrick, has unexpectedly died. Jimmy must deliver a brief eulogy but doesnt know what to say: he really didn't like Patrick, who ruined every landmark experience in Jimmy's life with his constant presence, out-of-control behavior, and escalating temper. Through flashbacks, Jimmy begins to recognize the complex dynamics that form his family. It's a huge step toward growing up, made believable through a thoughtful and intelligent protagonist.

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January 1, 2019
Jimmy's same-age cousin, Patrick, has unexpectedly died. As is often true of thirteen-year-old boys, Jimmy owns no formal wear except for a suit he's outgrown, particularly in the waist. And it pinches. But that's not the complete source of his discomfort. His mother informs him that he is to give a brief eulogy, and besides all the anxiety about public speaking, Jimmy doesn't know what to say. He really didn't like Patrick?at all. Over the course of two days, from the wake to the funeral, he thinks about his speech and his feelings toward Patrick, who seemed to ruin every landmark experience in Jimmy's life with his constant presence, out-of-control behavior, and escalating temper. Through multiple flashbacks, Jimmy begins to see subtleties he missed when he was younger, recognizing the complex dynamics that form his nuclear and extended family. Relatives he had previously defined solely by their roles, such as grandmother, mother, father, aunt, and uncle, begin to emerge in Jimmy's mind as individuals with backgrounds and motives outside their relationships to him. It's a huge step toward growing up, and it's one that Schmitt makes believable through a thoughtful and intelligent protagonist facing a reflective period of mourning. betty carter

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